These past few weeks have challenged me as a mother and I have to say it's been quite interesting. I'm starting to think that there is a such thing as "terrible ones"!! I've always said that Makaila was the best baby ever and honestly she is, or was. She's not so much a "baby" anymore and I can hardly claim her as one except when she throws her little fits as "acts" like a baby. Wow, do they learn fast!? Since she's turned one and learned how to walk, somewhat feed herself and play/read by herself, she wants nothing to do with anyone that will help her. She's the most independent child I've ever seen! AND on top of that STUBBORN to the core! How many times can you tell a child no, and pop their hand or thigh before they get it!!??? MOMMY MEANS NO, and SHE'S in charge! It seems punishing her isn't an option at this point cause she doesn't understand and to spank her just makes her cry for a second and do it again. She test's me EVERYDAY!! "Let's see if mommy with let me do this? Let's see if mommy will let me have that? Let's see if mommy will let me not take a nap today? Let's see if I can make mommy LOSE HER MIND!" Ha Ha Ha I might be over exaturateing on some of this, but seriously, she's doing all she can to have her way and I'm getting tired of it! When will it stop!? She throws her food in the floor, fights me to change her diaper and dress her, fights me to sit her down to eat, only wants certain things instead of what I give her and loves to make a mess and spill her milk/juice! She hits and pulls Reagan's hair when she's got something she wants or does something she doesn't like. She's starting to become mean. She swats at me and mom and will throw a fit in the floor if she's tired enough. PLEASE LORD, let this time pass quickly and give me strength! Poor MiMi! She's got all three of the kids and 2 that like to fight! What will happen next!? Look out family in FL! You're in for a show and long ride this weekend!! YAY!